I am intense
I am emotional
I can also be stoic and cold
I cry openly because I hurt
I never thought that my life would take this path
it hurts to be estranged from your family
it hurts to be left out
it hurts to not even be an afterthought
so much done without me
so much done without considering me
others have done to me what I would not do to them
but beyond that
others have done to me what they would not allow others to do to them
which makes them selfish assholes
